That is an autumn, beaming season, big bumper harvest came to my home happy, if do not have that traffic accident, all metropolises are perfect.
那是一个秋天，喜气洋洋的季节，大丰收给我家到来了幸福，如果没有那场车祸，一切都会是完美的。
This is me the 4th day when live in the hospital.
这是我在医院住的第四天。
Parents by force of the job, left this, grandfather at the moment also because of autumn harvest cannot take care of me. In this frozen ward, only clinical little little sister can be brought to me trifling comfort book.
父母迫于工作，离开了这，爷爷此刻也因为秋收而无法照顾我。在这冰冷的病房里，只有临床的小妹妹能给我带来些许慰籍。
"Deep breathing, fast, deep breathing. " I had not known is the a fewth hear this word, I have a headache via regular meeting, like quarrelling in my brain like a lot of people, let me deeply its are irritated. The doctor says is sequela, very quick meeting is good. Protect earth to help me arranged good quilt to leave.
“深呼吸，快，深呼吸。”我已经不知道是第几次听到这句话了，我经常会头痛，像许多人在我脑子里争吵一样，让我不胜其烦。医生说是后遗症，很快会好。护土帮我整理好被子就离开了。
"Thank you! " I twist a head to say to clinical little little sister, every time I have a headache, she can be aware of immediately, press nurse bell.
“谢谢你！”我扭头对临床小妹妹说，每次我头痛，她都会马上察觉，并按下护士铃。
"Impolite. " she is laughing to say to me, the sunshine illuminate outside the window arrives on her body, resemble an angel.
“不客气。”她笑着对我说，窗外的阳光照射到她的身上，像一位天使。
I do not know she contracted what disease, but always be permeated with on her face laugh at a guest, let me also can't help smiling.
我不知道她患了什么病，但她脸上总是洋溢着笑客，让我也不禁微笑。
"Hey, do you want to hear fairy tale story? " moon from permeate outside the window come in, mount wall. "Hum. " I answered. In silent night, melting female noise rises, "There was a princess once upon a time... " the story is very set, very touching also. She often tells fairy tale to me in the late evening, say to be afraid that I sleep to be not worn.
“诶诶，你想听童话故事吗？”月光从窗外渗透进来，爬上墙壁。“嗯。”我应了一声。寂静的夜里，甜美的女声响起，“从前有位公主……”故事很老套，也很感人。她常常在晚上给我讲童话，说怕我睡不着。
A day that when can get out of bed in me, she turns courtyard, went bigger city, also be that day, the disease that I just know to she suffers from -- leukaemia. I am very sad, I think is the angel that god is punishing privately descend to the world probably.
在我能下床的那一天，她转院了，去了更大的城市，也是在那天，我才知道她患的病——白血病。我很难过，我想或许是上帝在惩罚私自下凡的天使。
I stand in hospital doorway, leaf withered, one bleak, autumn wind resembling penetrated bayonet I.
我站在医院门口，树叶凋零，一片萧瑟，秋风像一把刺刀穿透了我。
In the evening, I lie on sickbed, look at the moon outside the window, my insomnia. The world before begins to become again flooey is miscellaneous, confused, I have a headache be about to crack, one palm sweeps the thing of the head of a bed below, "Bang " ! The sound with broken glass makes me a bit soberer.
晚上，我躺在病床上，看着窗外的月亮，我失眠了。眼前的世界又开始变得糟杂、混乱，我头痛欲裂，一掌将床头的东西扫下，“啪”！玻璃杯破碎的声音让我清醒了一点。
Abrupt, I realize, she went, also did not come back again. I should suit. The Wen Sheng protecting land that be on duty comes, I have some of regret, tell to protect land I do not have a thing.
突然，我意识到，她走了，再也不回来了。我应该适应。值班的护土闻声赶来，我有些歉意，告诉护土我没事了。
Another night, began to have brawl inside my head, my deep breathing is worn, press them below.
又一个夜晚，我脑内开始有了争吵，我深呼吸着，将它们压下。
Protect earth to let me receive one electrify sentence in the morning the following day, I listen came out, it is her sound. We chatted a lot of, I tell her the experience last night, she congratulated me gladly, again final, she tells me, she should become an operation, I am silent, say to her: "Hope we are brave like the other side. " she is silent also, we everybody did not call up, a long time, she says: "Good, certain. Certain..
第二天早晨护土让我接一通电话，我听出来了，是她的声音。我们聊了很多，我告诉她昨晚的经历，她高兴地祝贺了我，再最后，她告诉我，她要做手术了，我沉默了一下，对她说：“希望我们都像对方一样勇敢。”她也沉默了，我们谁也没挂电话，良久，她说：“好，一定。”
Leave hospital that day, autumn wind has stroked my cheek gently like maternal both hands, I to the phone that protected earth to want her, arrive home to hit her with respect to too impatient to wait. Thank heaven, her operation is very successful, before long, we can meet.
出院那天，秋风像母亲的双手轻抚过我的脸颊，我向护土要了她的电话，一到家就迫不及待打给她。谢天谢地，她手术很成功，不久，我们就能见面了。
I think, enjoy light with its, be inferior to pursueing light, make light, relume others.
我想，与其享受光，不如追寻光，成为光，再照亮别人。